Have you ever of thought of love? what the true love?
Over the years, I’ve seen the meaning of love getting changed.. not from any other perspective but for ur beloved.. for me, love is happiness.. love is being around him.. love is simply looking into his eyes and watching him for hours and hours.. (to my surprise, I can actually watch him endlessly..!!!). love is adoring him.. enjoying the fact that he’s all mine for the life.. wen hes around me, I feel like doing all the things in the world that a soul mate can do.. from clicking the stupidest pictures to sharing the most mature conversations.. from caressing him to kissing him everywhr, from blabbering lyk a nerd to feeling the silence between us and letting our eyes talk..!! my god.. m such a hopeless romantic..!!!
I’ve never ever liked silence in my life.. but with him, i, at times, actually enjoy silence.. saying nothing.. doing nothing, just sitting idle and gazing each other..! and for me.. he has got the best eyes in the world.. they speak so much to me.. all the words that my ears yearn to hear, are all spoken through his eyes.. it gives my heart so much of satisfaction.. there is so much of purity.. so much of truthfulness, so much of faith, so much of love.. err.. unconditional love hidden, so much of admiration, so much of positivity, so much of concern, so much of value.. just everything hidden in those tiny beautiful eyes..!!
When he holds my waist (in public) or puts his hands on my shoulders (in public again), I get this feeling of being all of his.. his small questions, which may be very general regarding the day to day life, makes me more close to him.. I just want to express every single emotion that is getting developed in my heart for him.. but then lack of time.. uumm.. moreover, I feel he may finds it really filmy or may be drama.. i feel shy.. and all these are not mere words, but my feelings which I have for him..!!!
His fragrance.. his breath.. whenever I sense it.. it makes me go mad.. it makes me crazy about him.. I feel like getting drowned in him.. just lose myself completely into him..! I dunno what has happened to me.. people may call me nuts.. they may find me lost somewhere.. and yeah.. I am lost.. completely lost.. in his love.. and I enjoy this feeling of loving someone sooo madly.. and being loved as well..