It’s been four long years I've seen her. Sensed her. Felt her magic around in the air. I wonder how it will be like when she’ll be right in front of my eyes! Waiting for me, to be in my arms, so close, nobody would dare taking her away from me! And this time I'm gonna make sure it does happen my way. I have always loved her. Loved her eyes, loved her hair, and loved her soul. Never has it ever happened when our relation didn't had to pass the uncountable obstacles, or failed any of the tests that destiny had stored in for us. It took a long time for me to convince her about us.. Our immortal relation and to be in it.
I ask her,” Do you love me?”
And she says, “Yes”, with all her heart.
I ask her, “Are you happy in your marriage? Or does he love you?”. And I never get an answer to this.
“We don’t get everything in life”, is what she says, and “this is one of them!”
I say, “You are born to love and be Loved, why forbid yourself from such a pure feeling as this?”
“You won’t get it! Ever”. She’s furious now. She knows very well where I am going with this.
“And you will never admit it, Ever!”, my subconscious is dancing inside!!
“Admit that you love me and not Him! Admit that you are not happy with him! Admit that it’s OK to love someone, even if you’re tied with the shackles of marriage, coz we both know you want us to be together! Admit that it is not your fault if he doesn't loves you back! You tried your best to work on it. But it’s him who’s not ready as yet to be all of yours. And if in that while, you fall for me, then it is simply not your FAULT!! We all are humans with a heart, good heart, soft heart, and we all ache for love.. true love.. love that I have for you and you for me!”
“I can never have relation with you, Ever! It’s not right.”
“The relation that you wish to keep with me is illicit! And that’s how it will be always. For I won’t be the same. I won’t be the girl you loved. And that soul will never be the way it was. It will kill me and destroy us both one day”.
They could only exchange tears and nothing more than that!
My post for April A to Zchallenge 2015.