Thursday, 17 September 2015

It used to.. But not Anymore!


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It hurts no more when minutes and hours and days pass by,
But you don’t choose to say a word.
Our long drives where the only sound that is heard,
Is of the song on the radio!
Or when I say a goodbye wishing you the best for your day
And all you choose to do is walk by without even giving a simple look!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!

When you secretly stalk your ex and show that it’s all good between us!
When you snap at me for the simple things I do, for the excitement I show, for the love I express, for the laughters that I want to bring!
When I lie beside you all night, trying to curl up in you,
And all you do is shift away, keeping a distance and giving me blues!
When the only thing that I crave for is your gentle touch, filled with love,
Only to realize that you don’t touch me, except when you want to have sex!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!

When you don’t notice me anymore,
Or even when you do, it’s more about how shabby I am,
How unorganized I stay, how there is no sense of responsibility I have!
That all I do is bicker, pick up random things and have a tiff with you for no reason!
When you say that you don’t feel attracted towards me anymore!
That you have no interest in me or my life whatsoever!
That I should mind my own fucking business!
That I should do, eat, go, dress, buy, do anything in the world,
Without you being around or you giving me any company!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!

When you don’t talk to me at all... for days!
When you say you get bored with me and deny moving out just because it’s the two of us!
When you refuse to take a walk with me,
Or refuse to hold my hand, plant me a kiss, come near me and make real love!
When I see myself all drowned in you, liking things only for you, and you in return pay no heed to what I have in my heart for you!
The only thing that ever mattered to me was love, was you... but now, not anymore!
For it hurts no more to be a body without soul, to have a life without love, to be all numb while having all the sense!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!
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  1. oh..I can feel the pain and bitterness of a lover's coldness in this beautiful poem..you have expressed all the emotions very well Geets! lovely :)

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    1. Thank you so much Ankita :)
      It's always a delight to hear from you!

      Cheers

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  2. Oh this is sad. Each instance is so real.

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    1. Yes it is real.. and yes it was sad.. But like it's said.. Not anymore!

      Thanks for dropping by Tulika!

      Cheers

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  3. Poignant poem. Such relations exist.

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    1. Of course they do.. if only people start talking about them!

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  4. Interesting thoughts indeed, a delight to read.

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  5. Ah, the pain of love that is 'lost'.....!

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  6. Oh it does hurt no matter how one project's their feelings to the world. Each line felt so real and from a place of pain. :(

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    1. It is real.. and it is from a place of pain Aditi.. but the bright side is it ain't anymore!

      Cheers

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  7. Oh wow.. This is so sad, it's haunting..

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  8. So so sad :/ rejection when the person is right by you all day and night is the biggest heart-breaker of all.

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    1. Yes.. and dealing with it day and night.. but like they say, tough times only make you strong..!

      Cheers

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  9. That's intense and so real. Beautifully done Geetika!

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    1. Thank you so much Parul..!!

      Cheers

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  10. Wow.. you wrote very nicely, especially the transition between it hurts a lot to no more..

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    1. Thank you so much.. and thanks for dropping by!

      Cheers

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  11. That was very moving to read - so sad and painful, and makes we think that they have to find a way to heel or not longer be together. Well told, dear:-)

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    1. O yes..! That's another perception to it.. in order to stay together people tend to ignore many things..
      Thanks Eli :)

      Cheers

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  12. So sad this. And yet so beautifully narrated.

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    1. Thank you so much Soumya :)

      Cheers

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