Wednesday, 27 July 2016
How many of you feel cranky when you’re not well?
My level of crankiness tops the charts, box office or whatever standard measure you want to consider.
I think non-stop, I barely am able to find comfort, it becomes hard for to me to lay at ease, and I miss my mother and my father the most.
Actually thinking about them, and they not being here with me and on top of that knowing that they don’t know about my existing condition makes me shed tears even more! Falling sick is my weakest point. I lose my calm and become way too sensitive.
The way they take care of me, no one can and I doubt no one ever will! That’s the thing about parents, you see.
Nobody can fill that gap, that hole, and nobody can compensate their presence as well! And I simply want them around! But then I realize I’m an adult now and should behave like one! You can’t call them all the time and tell them how pathetic you feel with your current health status, coz you’re ’mature’! I hate to be mature at such times!
I want them by my side. Simple.
And why do we live so far from them? It’s a drive of 6 hours, which is not that far, but at this moment I feel it’s like 100 light years!!
Moreover, the taste buds stop functioning! I don’t feel like eating anything or doing anything for that matter.
Technically, this is when I feel the crankiest of all times!
How do you deal when you’re not well? When you fall sick, what becomes your strength? How do you cope up with it? Share with me, please! I need to know and learn it as well!